suddenly i see

she closed her eyes and took a sip of her morning iced coffee when she had an epiphany. well... maybe it was less of an epiphany and more of a realization. she's spent the last few years in a blind depression. always focusing on just herself and her selfishness.

it seemed liked she was always complaining about her injuries, her health and her finances. she forgot about all the good that was present in her life. she was loved and she could love. she had a home and was never hungry. she lived in a great country that afforded her more than she needed. she had so many luxuries. but most importantly she had faith and hope. so why did she take it all for granted?

maybe all she needs to be happy was to stop looking within herself and to start focusing on others. but first, she needed to re-learn how to be kind to and start thinking about other people and less of herself.